So sick of Friend song

Gotta change my answering machine

Now that I'm alone

Cause right now it says that we

Can't come to the phone

And I know it makes no sense

Cause they walked out the door

But it's the only way I hear their voice anymore

(it's ridiculous)

It's been months

And for some reason I just

(can't get over us)

And I'm stronger than this

(enough is enough)

No more walking round

With my head down

I'm so over being blue

Crying over you

And I'm so sick of friend songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing friend were still here

Said I'm so sick of friend songs so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calendar I have

That's marked March 25th

Because since there's no more them

There's no more anniversary

I'm so fed up with my thoughts of them

And their memory

And how every song reminds me

Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of friend songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing they were still here

Said I'm so sick of friend songs so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)

Leave me alone

(Stupid friend songs)

Don't make me think about their smile

Or having my bestfriend

I'm letting go

Turning off the radio

Cause I'm so sick of friend songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing they were still here

Said I'm so sick of friend songs so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

(why can't I turn off the radio?)

My psychologist, My corrector Machine

Long time ago in the early morning, someone a far from here called me as usual, and talked to me lots of stories. He said that he was looks like at the grave all day when He was with his friends.
“They do not like me!” He said.
“They thought I’m selfish!” He said.
“They thought me wrong!” He said.
I was in vain heard his sounds so disappointed.
He said again,
“What was my fault?”
“I have done many things for them!”
“I should have been acted well”
And last, he said “I hate them!”

Once in that Morning, I heard great disappointment toward his voice but I know someday he would be so much disappoint because of his statement about his friends.
I said, with my big condolences “you should let it be!”
And he said “let what??”
“Being a friend to a friend is somewhat easier than making a friend to be our friend! When you have a friend, one basic thing you are related is a feeling of needs, trust, and love! Have you ever felt angry when you are banned by your friend not to have a relation with A? For example, someone that you really-really love?”
“Oh my God, who is She or He rules anything I want!” said he.
“Maybe she or He doesn’t mean to rule you, but they have different perspective about the good and bad one!’
“Well, I think they’re just my friend, who has also common perspective in looking forward to something, right?”
“But they look at you, differently! You can look other, but somehow you can not look at yourself! You may don’t know what is the bad or good for you! And that’s the core function as a friend; a corrector, a psychologist for your brain, your heart!!”
“Well, If it so.. I don’t need them! Because I don’t want to be ruled! I have my own world, own plan, own dream, and it’s all up to me!”
“Well, well, well, I think you’re right! You don’t need friends, even if you need, you only need based on your needs and finally they do not give you an advantage, they are not considering again as your friends!”
“I think that is the definition of friend for you! Am I right?”
“No, actually. I still love them, Im just disappoint!” he said.
“It’s okay, parents often disappoint us, but we still love them! Just do it to your friends! Let the problem makes you disappoint away!!”
“Thank you, Nathalie! I think you are the best friend I have, who might be never feeling what I feel!”
I smiled, “I said this all, based on my experience and only from my experience, John! Good luck!”